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Reblogged from: Cathartic / Post was created by: chescabeltran Reblog notes: 47 notesI am a difficult person. So difficult I used to think nobody will ever love me. Because even I couldn’t love myself. I’ve always felt internally vacant, like despite all the will I have in me, my life remains directionless. I’ve always felt distracted. My mind goes leaping from one thing to another, I never absolutely stay in one place at a time. Needless to say, I am lost. I stare at all the familiar people and familiar faces. But never truly recognize.
I am a difficult person. But you came, and held me, and told me I never have to go through this alone again. Everyone from the past, they all couldn’t love me. But you can, and you did, and you still do. I’m empty, internally vacant, but you filled me with your love. You see what lies behind my smile, and my tired tired eyes. And what’s more, you accept those internal flaws of mine, and love me even more. I’m distracted, but you… You bring things into focus. I am lost. I keep getting lost, but you keep finding me. And you keep bringing me into my safe place that is you.
I am a difficult person. But I am loved nonetheless.




